Yaay, this excites me.
Breakfast at my Favourite Cafe back in Canada. Had a juice to get some nutrients and a beautiful Omelette.
I dropped the bomb on our drive back. It went exactly how I imagined, which is nor bad, nor good.
I feel like a weight has been lifted from my shoulders. Love is a strange thing. Your head and heart are constantly battling. Someone once told me- “your head(mind, brain) is above your heart because you make decisions with your head”. That still doesn’t help. Im just going to ride this wave out. See how the next week plays on and figure things out. I’m so bad, I just keep waiting, hoping, wishing, that things will get better. I don’t want to put too much strain on myself for not knowing what path to take. I’m still young and I need to remind myself, its okay if I haven’t figured it out. Im still learning about myself and learning what I want from both a companion and my life/career.
I’m becoming a regular at the Cafe. Today ‘Kim’ asked me what my name was. She asked me a bit about myself and I told her I just recently moved here and that I love local, organic places likes this etc. I was a manager at an organic store etc. She asked if I was looking for work because she knew some establishments looking for someone. I’m excited! I’m going to write a cover letter, proof my resume and go for there!?
Now I’m back, I seriously need to get into the gym more regularly. Its in the same freaking building as me. Its free. Does the job. Nobody’s ever there.
As for eating— I should keep on track as long as Im cooking for J and I. I want to go back to just eating brunch and dinner. Maybe get a hand-blender SINCE MINE BROKE, to make Bulletproof Coffee in the mornings.
I’ve slipped into a ‘comfortable’ mind about diet and exercise. Im not really pushing myself to be as fit as I want, which means I allow myself to get away with things. I find it hard when you just don’t want it that bad. I’m bound to fall off track with those thoughts and so I make no progress. I haven’t progressed at all since moving which is a shame, but also I understand that I’m still in a transition period— dropping my life and moving across the Country shocked me.
Happy Health :))